I thought I had gotten over it. I thought I'll never cry because of this again. But I was wrong. Cried badly last night. Told myself this will be the last time. I must be determined. My word is my bond. I shouldn't always go back on my words. Holy Spirit, pls give me self control. I'm weak, but He is strong. I need to depend on Him for strength. Abba Father, forgive me, strengthen me and deliver me!